It has been more than a month since i saw her... Like to write some of the sweet memories which strengthened my determination for her and which keeps me moving nowadays...Also the special thing is 'to write about her with a song like 'Hosanna' is playing in the background'.. Divine..
The day which i like to describe is pleasing.. I had been gifted with a wonderful morning that day..Last night there was a good rain in our place.. I entered the ambur railway station and was walking towards the end of the platform.. I saw a girl looking at me and i turned down remembering 'my Goddess'.. In a jiffy i recognized that girl who was looking at me was not a girl but an angel and saw her with a surprise in my eyes.. Yup... 'She' was there with her brother and a man waiting for the same train in which i travel regularly.. I was walking on air.. i don want to miss this gifted day.. So i decided not to go to the end of the platform where i and my peripa(my dad's brother) will always wait... i was continuously seeing( admiring) her without worrying about the man with her.. The train came.. I was waiting for her to board a coach so that i can also get into the same.. She got into a coach and i also entered the same coach in the other entrance.. And i took a seat where 4 people can sit (me, my Angel, her brother,that man)..i did calculate like that... She entered the coach with her mouth full of laugh( Hmmm).. The man with her made all my calculations wrong by taking another seat behind mine..(ahhhhhhhh).. I quickly recovered by taking the opposite seat so that i can see her at least.. The train started.. Without any hesitation i was continuously watching her.. To my surprise, today i noticed a mole below her lips( Hurrah!..).. Pretty.. She knows that i'm watching her but both our eyes met rarely.. After some 20 minutes i realised some strange wetness at the back of my pant(trouser)... Then only i realized that i had sat in a place drenched by last night's rain... i m sure that i cant sit in that place anymore... Also i need to make my pant dry before i get down at katpadi... Or else i ll become a victim to make fun... So i left that place and was standing near the door for air..In a station i got down the train so that she can see me from the window.. Then i started standing behind her seat..I tried to bend a little in the running train to see her in the window but didn succeed.. Thanks to the Signal engineer, the train was a bit late on that day..Then my peripa came and i explained him my 'trouser wetting' experience..Both of us were standing behind her seat..She had her breakfast on the train.... My peripa suggested her(his daughter in law!!!) an easy way to wash her hands in the running train.. At last Katpadi station came.. I got down and before taking the steps for going out i turned and saw her.. yes she was seeing me.. I m blessed..
Hope this might be my best train journey so far..
The next incident which i'm going to explain is quite funny... I went to Karumbur Telephone exchange regarding broadband connection...There i saw a telephone directory.. We don have a telephone directory at home.. Also i wish to search for 'her' house phone no. in that.. I was talking to aanji sir(exchange officer) about the directory and the jobs in BSNL and many things.. Then he went inside a room.. Quickly i looted the karumbur exchange pages alone from the directory by tearing it and kept the papers in bag.. Then aanji sir returned from the room and gave me a shock by giving a new telephone directory.. I don know how to react..I know i did a blunder but didn confess my mistake..(All is fair in love and war).. Then i returned home with a new directory along with separate Karumbur exchange pages..
Then there are quite a few incidents i can think and rejoice.. One day after crossing my house she turned and saw me from the bus.. Then one evening after talking to her i was muttering a song( Etho seikirai from Vamanan) and when i switched on the tv the same song was going on..Actually there are many such song coincidences like Mazhai peiyum pothu( from renikunda) and suttum vizhi chudare(from Gajini)..
Recently i went to a shop for recharge.. There i saw Cadbury Perk glucose(wrapped in blue cover) chocolate.. That is the chocolate which i was giving her every week while giving the book..Now she is not here to give.. I thought of buying the chocolate but for some reason i didn buy... Later in home my mom gave me the same Perk glucose chocolate( She has never given me such chocolates).. Is this fate or coincidence??
Sometimes when i think positively about our relation i have heard the lizard yawling sound (which is considered as a positive sign by elders)... Thank you lizards.. You are also making my days..
These incidences and coincidences assure me that there is something special between us and the relation between us is pre-written,certain, and destined... I may be wrong or even i may have gone mad also, but i don't want to go wrong and lose this sweet battle...
Expecting some positive events to occur to write in my next post...
The day which i like to describe is pleasing.. I had been gifted with a wonderful morning that day..Last night there was a good rain in our place.. I entered the ambur railway station and was walking towards the end of the platform.. I saw a girl looking at me and i turned down remembering 'my Goddess'.. In a jiffy i recognized that girl who was looking at me was not a girl but an angel and saw her with a surprise in my eyes.. Yup... 'She' was there with her brother and a man waiting for the same train in which i travel regularly.. I was walking on air.. i don want to miss this gifted day.. So i decided not to go to the end of the platform where i and my peripa(my dad's brother) will always wait... i was continuously seeing( admiring) her without worrying about the man with her.. The train came.. I was waiting for her to board a coach so that i can also get into the same.. She got into a coach and i also entered the same coach in the other entrance.. And i took a seat where 4 people can sit (me, my Angel, her brother,that man)..i did calculate like that... She entered the coach with her mouth full of laugh( Hmmm).. The man with her made all my calculations wrong by taking another seat behind mine..(ahhhhhhhh).. I quickly recovered by taking the opposite seat so that i can see her at least.. The train started.. Without any hesitation i was continuously watching her.. To my surprise, today i noticed a mole below her lips( Hurrah!..).. Pretty.. She knows that i'm watching her but both our eyes met rarely.. After some 20 minutes i realised some strange wetness at the back of my pant(trouser)... Then only i realized that i had sat in a place drenched by last night's rain... i m sure that i cant sit in that place anymore... Also i need to make my pant dry before i get down at katpadi... Or else i ll become a victim to make fun... So i left that place and was standing near the door for air..In a station i got down the train so that she can see me from the window.. Then i started standing behind her seat..I tried to bend a little in the running train to see her in the window but didn succeed.. Thanks to the Signal engineer, the train was a bit late on that day..Then my peripa came and i explained him my 'trouser wetting' experience..Both of us were standing behind her seat..She had her breakfast on the train.... My peripa suggested her(his daughter in law!!!) an easy way to wash her hands in the running train.. At last Katpadi station came.. I got down and before taking the steps for going out i turned and saw her.. yes she was seeing me.. I m blessed..
Hope this might be my best train journey so far..
The next incident which i'm going to explain is quite funny... I went to Karumbur Telephone exchange regarding broadband connection...There i saw a telephone directory.. We don have a telephone directory at home.. Also i wish to search for 'her' house phone no. in that.. I was talking to aanji sir(exchange officer) about the directory and the jobs in BSNL and many things.. Then he went inside a room.. Quickly i looted the karumbur exchange pages alone from the directory by tearing it and kept the papers in bag.. Then aanji sir returned from the room and gave me a shock by giving a new telephone directory.. I don know how to react..I know i did a blunder but didn confess my mistake..(All is fair in love and war).. Then i returned home with a new directory along with separate Karumbur exchange pages..
Then there are quite a few incidents i can think and rejoice.. One day after crossing my house she turned and saw me from the bus.. Then one evening after talking to her i was muttering a song( Etho seikirai from Vamanan) and when i switched on the tv the same song was going on..Actually there are many such song coincidences like Mazhai peiyum pothu( from renikunda) and suttum vizhi chudare(from Gajini)..
Recently i went to a shop for recharge.. There i saw Cadbury Perk glucose(wrapped in blue cover) chocolate.. That is the chocolate which i was giving her every week while giving the book..Now she is not here to give.. I thought of buying the chocolate but for some reason i didn buy... Later in home my mom gave me the same Perk glucose chocolate( She has never given me such chocolates).. Is this fate or coincidence??
Sometimes when i think positively about our relation i have heard the lizard yawling sound (which is considered as a positive sign by elders)... Thank you lizards.. You are also making my days..
These incidences and coincidences assure me that there is something special between us and the relation between us is pre-written,certain, and destined... I may be wrong or even i may have gone mad also, but i don't want to go wrong and lose this sweet battle...
Expecting some positive events to occur to write in my next post...
