Wednesday, June 9, 2010

I Miss her...

The days without seeing her are hectic.. :-( But the game is still on... :)

After feb 13th i didn't see her much till the commencement of her board exams on march 1st.. On march 1st i was in a state of mind to wish her for the exams... i don't had any other intentions other than that... But i didn't expect her to travel with someone in a bike along with her friend.. My plans of wishing her is collapsed.. While returning back home she saw me and quickly turned her face in the other direction.. May be she was angry with me for proposing her... That too in simple, un-poetic manner... What to do... My hastiness let me down while proposing..

The next 2 exams also i saw her going with that man and her friend in bike.. The man must be her relation.. Then finally i saw her coming in cycle during her chemistry and maths exams... I Just inquired how she wrote... She said 'Well' for chemistry and 'bad' for Maths..


Then finally one of the worst days of my life came... Her 'last exam'... Biology..On march 19.. I was having some CAT exam on that evening at 4... That morning i saw her going in cycle... With flowers in her head.. I still remember that sight even after 80 hard days... I know she will be late to return back home as that was the last day in her school life... She will have some fun in school.. But my idea is to talk to her at any cost on that day.. So i thought of waiting for her till 2.15 in my home... If it gets late then i had a plan of going to college in my XL itself till college .. almost 70kms.. Because i have to reach college before 4.. I know that was a stupid idea to travel that much distance within 90 mins in a moped.. But 'Anything for her' :) ...

She didn't take much time.. She came at 2.10 with her friend by her side and i saw her on the way.. She is coloured in blue and red ink on her dress, head.. she is strange in that look..
i asked her 'Is the ink enough?'
She smiled(hmmm) and said 'Ya enough'..
i asked her how was the exam..
She said Fine but Zoo was a bit difficult..
Then i asked her where she is going to spend her holidays.. Either in her home or in Arakkonam(her grandma's home)..
She said in arakkonam..
I asked about college..
She said that too in arakkonam only...
then i said 'pls don do that'
She smiled a bit and said go now..
Then i said 'Enjoy your holidays to the maximum.. See many films and first see Vinnai Thaandi Varuvaya..' (What a film it is?.. Will write a separate post about it later)
She is quick enough to look at me with a meaning..
Again i insisted her to see that film..
She said Ok.. You go now.. I want to talk with my friend'
I said 'Bye'
Then i left as it was getting late for me also.. that day i traveled in bus only as the time was enough..
The days which followed was very hectic.. i got her cousin's 'Will-phone' number... Actually i stole it from my cousin balaji... My plan is to talk to 'her' cousin and get my angel's contact number..But 'Will-phone' will have an In-built caller-id.. So i tried once from vellore 1 rupee coin phone.. Her mother answered.. I managed asking someone about Rajesh and disconnected saying sorry wrong no. Then one time i called from ambur and again her mother answered.. This time i maintained complete silence.. Then from a phone near my college.. This time her father answered and again silence from my side... Then i decided to make some of my female cousins to call her...
One day i made my cousin archana to call her and i was waiting in that conference call... That poor girl forgot to retrieve my call.. I didn't hear what they spoke.. Then archana told me that her father and that girl are not responding properly.. She said she can't manage them and unable to get anything from her..So my plan of getting 'her' number through her cousin miserably failed..
Months rolled.. Mean-while she got her results.. While entering her number for seeing her result, my heart started pounding fast as if i'm seeing my own result.. She has scored 713.. The good thing is that she has scored comparatively higher marks in English than her friends..(like me!!)...
That fine day came.. On may 27th morning... She came to school to get her mark-list.. I saw two girls coming at a distance.. I didn't expect this could be 'her' as they were walking..She usually comes in cycle.. I got a bulb glowing on my head when they crossed my home.. Yup that was 'Her' walking with her friend... I was seeing her almost after 2 months... The girl with her is laughing after seeing me.. i think they are making fun of me.. i didn't bother and went to road to see them.. At a distance i saw her turning back to look at me.. Yes the Game is still on!!... Quickly i left my home in bike saying my parents that i'm going for mobile recharge
On the way, I looked at her for a moment and asked 'What are you going to study?...'
She said B.Sc Nursing...
I asked her 'Which college'..
She said 'I have applied for Ramachandra University'..then she uttered her favorite word 'Go'..
I think 'Go' must be the word she has spoken with me for maximum number of times...
Then i was standing in the shop for recharge.. she crossed the shop.. I was constantly looking at her...While turning at the street corner She saw me... Yes i was recharged along with my mobile...:)
           On that afternoon i was talking in phone with 'Dinesh anna' regarding nursing admissions in 'Ramachandra'.. that same moment 'Her' brother crossed me wishing me Good afternoon... I was stunned when he greeted me as i was talking about his own sister's admissions right at that time..
I recovered and asked him 'You are Jagadeesh right?'
He said Yes..
Then i asked him 'How are You?'
He said fine anna... That anna is embarassing.. Its ok.. Any how one day he is going to call me Mama..Right..?
These coincidences say me that there is something between us... There were many such..I can write the coincidences alone as a separate post...
I'm extremely happy..i'm singing, jumping,dancing, watching the moon from bed(like a film actress lol).. doing all sort of crazy things....i have gone Mad..