So far 2010 has not been a great year for me...
have 2 main reasons to feel so...
1st is my sem result which literally landed me in a state of shock and desperation.. Yes i was failed in a subject which i never expected to fail..Automotive technology is not a tough paper to fail....
Anyhow i have applied for re-evaluation..Expecting a positive result in that..
Oddly on the other side i had scored a good grade in a worse-written subject...Really strange..
My parents felt deeply upset with my results..My mom as usual has started to talk like there is no tomorrow, no other opportunities for me to lead my life...My dad hasn't reacted much about this,but i can feel his pain.. As they are teachers, studies is all for them..How can i convince them that Studies and marks isn't everything?.. I haven't cared much about my future so far...My prognostic mind always tells me that i ll have a good future...I wish that feeling is optimistic and not over confidence...
The good thing that i did get from this failure is my teacher's consolation and care...Sriram sir, Karthick sir and lab assistant karthick sir- all are so supportive and they keep faith on me that i ll pass.. And even they told me to give money for re-evaluation..I'm really thankful to them...
2nd reason for my soreness is that i haven't seen her for the past 2 weeks..I m really getting disturbed with her thoughts.. having 2 study materials to give her along with lots of love as usual..Hope to see her on monday...
And my parents are now watching 'SANTHOSH SUBRAMANIYAM'-a film that i wanted them to see.. I think that is a very special film that has to be seen by every parent to take their lovable child's marriage decision..I wish my parents should like this film....I think they will...!!
